“In any relationships there must have recognition capabilities, the willingness to face challenges,self-esteem, courage and dignity”
I’m little bit reserve when talking about this matters, these things can be tricky to discus.The relationship become all things possible for everyone including me, it seems simple but truly very difficult and unpredictable. Trying to clear my mind but hard to control, always appear all the time.
My story too complicated, I can’t turn back the clock to make it clear, I realize that my life will be different, sometimes feel want to cry and always wondering what’s going to happen next. Some people say time heals all wounds but it’s so far give me more time to think about how much i miss him, this stage really sucks.
I expanded with the joy of his love and presence but now that’s he quietly gone I feel bloated and alone, truly I get the best feeling in the world when every time he say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if it’s just for a second, that I’ve crossed his mind. Now it seem too late for me, the things I done, change everything forever.
Falling in love with someone isn’t always going to be easy, very complicated feeling. I always miss the way he used to hug me but most of all I miss the way he held me and my heart. I don’t want to lose him, as long he still love me, I will love him forever. I know my mistake…I am sorry.
Honestly I have no place to express my feeling not even to my friends or family, only by writing this at least released my pain little bit 🙂